Monday, March 30, 2009

First Blog

So after reading numerous friends (and random people's) blogs I decided that perhaps this was the best way for me to express myself during this thoroughly stressful, anxious, sad, happy, enjoyable, scary time in my life.
For those who don't know me, I'm Em- I live in Chico, CA and I'm finishing up my degree this May from Chico State! HORRAY!!! I live with my amazing boyfriend on the "other" side of town, away from the university and the typical Chico college lifestyle. I truthfully, I love it this way.
Where to even begin, this last month has been excruciatingly difficult...my mom has been in the hospital and even more scary in the ICU for almost 3 weeks now. Words don't describe the terror I feel when truly thinking about where and how she is. My mom is...my world. She is my care-giver, my friend, my supporter, my critic, my baby, my everything. Not being able to talk to her for the last 2 weeks has been perhaps the hardest thing I've ever done in my entire life.
Well I suppose that's enough complaining for one blog!
The next blog I promise to have something more interesting or at the very least less depressing to talk about...